another nonsensical entry...

as of my last post, one thing i learned from last night's experience is that when trying to overcome or get over something, all you need to do is to indulge yourself in something greater or better which overwhelms the existing experience....period hahaha.

anyhow...what did i do today?...hmmm...woke up quite early with a bad hangover..went for breakfast...check my emails...played with my dogs (all 8 of them)..went out to look at big sis's new apartment wit mom...went for lunch wit mom...surfed the net...had a long chat with my big bro (glad he's doing great nowadays) went to a friend's place to send some stuff...and right now might be going to my cousin's place for some kind of birthday celebration :).

i was beaming the whole day..and for once, i didn't get pissed at anything. i even had a long chat with my mom bout stuff which i don't normally talk about..it felt good, really good. i'm not much on good terms with my parents, don't get me wrong..they're great, it's just that my ego and bad temper is always in the way for improvement (yeah, my bad....).

i grew up telling myself that, i'll always be rebellious until they learn to understand the person i really am, but i was wrong. i now realize that...it is I who should try to understand them, i should work around what they want..not what i want and it is I who should be holding the white flag and not them...after all, they're the ones who brought me into this world.

honestly...i'm not sure why i'm writing this entry hahaha. probably the Little Man has given me a little something from his recent sabbatical hahaha. i just feel extremely happy :).

ps: punya main jiwang...mcm sya punya masa mau sampai suda oo kan hehehe...cool :).