frustration!

DAMN IT!! I'm never gonna plan anything again. from now onwards, i'm gonna live in spontaneity and ignore any future plannings! so much for a well planned holiday..for someone like me who doesnt really look forward into doing anything, this sure is a bummer..

End of May should've been my holiday period. i was supposed to be free from anything work related for 1 whole week and this has been pre-planned from way before. i havent been on a long holiday (which i strongly deserve!) for quite sometime and after cancelling my last planning (which was supposed to be in March) due to work commitments, i decided to rechedule it to a less hectic period in the office, hence the May planning.

but as of today, looking at all the media VTP's coming in May..i realized that i would be extremely busy with all the back to back arrivals. aww man, where the hell is the justice in that?!! i knew we would be having several media coming in to the hotel but i've worked my schedule around them to fit in my initial plan and i thought everything would work out just fine. just a moment ago, my boss told me that i might have to cancel my trip as our media arrival is more than what was expected! wtf!!

this is not fair, definitely unfair. i dont mind cancelling my trip if they were to reimburse my airfare (there you have it, its not exactly about the plan but more about the money spent haha). then again, look at the bright side...if do cancel my trip, i would be saving on my expenses there right? NO, the hell with optimism!! i need a break, a long break. i've been working like a dog and i think i'm at my limit so before i blow up in front of everyone, i need to have that long holiday! haha.

i have yet to receive the full portion of the itineraries and yet to be informed of the remaining group coming in. but based on my own list, i would be extremely occupied from May 13th onwards dealing with the media outdoors which means i won't even have time for myself. damn stupid bastards...

this is just another example of why life sucks most of the time hahaha

ciao peeps...