Thursday, August 14, 2008

tipsy rambling

just got back from my solitary session..and i've finally found the place where i can be alone, a place where nobody would come up to me and be friendly hahaha.

nearly made another mistake today, decided to be friends with my ex but decided otherwise cos..come on peeps, how do you expect to be 'just friends' with someone you ever cared about, someone who doesn't give a shit bout' what you feel? good thing rationality kicked in just in time or else i would be torturing myself over the same mistake again hahaha.

anyhow, been fighting the onsets of getting the fever for the past couple of days...it wasn't easy, but good thing there were alcohols around hehehe. right now my right foot and left knee hurts, and my phlegm has traces of blood in it hehe. but i dont really mind, cos i know i would get this way with the sudden change of weather hahaha.

honestly, i hate being on the downside...i hate feeling miserable with my own life and i hate feeling weak. then again, these are just some of the things i should be experiencing after having been protected by the defensive wall built throughout the years.

ps: like i said, a bit tipsy hehehe. i've finally found a new port for my solo drinking session :). life's good :P....

good nite peeps...

17 comments:

cLaiRe said...

Love is all about boundaries...:p

JerryInc said...

exactly...knowing what to do and not to do is the gist of every successful relationship. sadly, most people seem to overlook that huhu :)

a.l.u.s said...

i agree.. is all about boundaries.. :D

JerryInc said...

thanks alus & claire...now i feel alot better knowing i didn't do anything wrong hehe

Wel^Beiolman said...

huhu..romantis jg ko ni jerry..haha..sentimental..boundaries huh...yapei! butul la..kalu sinta sinta ni si clarisa terer ni..haha..

ko inda buat silap ka jerry..butul ka ni..mcm ada senyuman sinis sja tu sia nampak..haha...wrong or not..doesn't matter jg ba..gini la hidup kita..single suda kaka kunun si jerry.hehe..

JerryInc said...

itu senyuman merana tu weil hahaha.

apa? hidup kita? bukan ko sma si clarisa kaitu? ko ni hahaha...

cLaiRe said...

hahaha? o my goat! jerry is single! lol hehe...n don't forget to shop k...hihi

JerryInc said...

tengah shopping laini...kalau ko dikat2 mimang masuk list suda tu wakakakaka

MaveriQue said...

sia mau sinyum untuk ko... Sinyuuuuuuuummm... hehehe...
Life's Good Dude.. :P

Wel^Beiolman said...

ahaha..si jerry..bgs ko sedia ambil borang dari si claire kama..waiting list dia panjang tu kunun dia kestau..haha..sia masuk qualification pun inda dapat..haha..ada qualification lg..hehe..

JerryInc said...

deii...si maverique...mikikiut hahaha. thanks dude :). life's good hehe

alamak wel...kalau gitu terpaksa sa lupakan niat sa laitu...malas lah sa mau challenge sma urang lagi bagus dr sa hahaha

cLaiRe said...

hahaha....teda adventurrr kau ni

JerryInc said...

takut kana rijik bah claire hehehe

JerryInc said...

takut kana rijik bah claire hehehe

cLaiRe said...

tu la ba tujuan utama dia ada tu perkataan menguntik sm bedating kunun..hhahaha mana mau tau rijik ka nda rijik...? kau ini...hahaha

JerryInc said...

jd...sa ada harapan kah nda? wakakakka

cLaiRe said...

ahaha...kau rasa? yakin sja ba...:D